Question a Christian on their beliefs and you’re guaranteed to confuse the fuck out of them.

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"She had a strange feeling in the pit of her stomach, like when you’re swimming and you want to put your feet down on something solid, but the water’s deeper than you think and there’s nothing there."

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please don’t ruin my fucking mood mother gottdamnit

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getting older wouldn’t be so bad if i had actually accomplished something

or made a friend

or bettered my life in ANY way

but i’m the same as always

and i don’t think i want to reach 21

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"I loved you head over handles
like my first bicycle accident—
before the mouthful of gravel and blood,
I swore we were flying."

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not having a phone has gotten so irritating that i actually had a dream about it

in my dream ariel helped me get one but i didn’t get to pick it and it had this weird floppy case and i was grateful for about five minutes before i realized it was horrible 

i thought you loved me ariel jeez

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i guess andrew pretty much knows i fancy nick now and he’s been kinda pissy to me but i’m just relieved i don’t have to hide it so much

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i was looking up stuff about college to try and figure things out but in the end i still have no idea what to do with myself

and also i ended up on the hiroshima study abroad page for asu and started crying about it again so i had to leave the room so my mom wouldn’t see lol

i want to go to college

i want to do something with my life

but i don’t know what that is and i feel like i’m never going to figure it out 

so really

i’d rather just kill myself.

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